Introduction / Jim Mitchell
Prologue: September 14, 2003
1. Growing Up in Sunnyside
8. The Turnbuckle of My Dreams
11. Secrets and Steven Tyler
12. Pete and the Lower East Side Wrestling Gym
13. The Debut of Chris Morgan
14. My "Faggy" Wrestling Costume
15. The Land of Trailers and Freaks
17. Awe and Disgust in the Mirror
19. Screwed but Moving On
21. Relationships, Personality and My Gimmick
23. Out of a Job, on to the Power Plant
25. The Strange Life of a Single Gay Wrestler
26. California Dreaming and Making My Name
27. Success as Mortis, Overshadowed by nWo
28. The Online Dating Scene
30. Death on the Autobahn?
31. The Return of Kidman, the Debut of Blood Runs Cold
32. Heels, Sullivan and the Bucket
35. From Mortis to Kanyon
36. To Hollywood and Toronto-and Back
37. The WWF and the Effect of 9/11
38. Did Vince Really Want to Hurt Me?
III. The Battle for Chris Kanyon
39. Fighting Back Outside the Ring
41. Enjoy the Journey, Enjoy Your Life
